Karine

2009-09-29T23:24:00.005+08:00

Im feeling GReAt...

Im soo...happy..tis few weeks..tat i've spent..its of happiness...sweetness...and also i got to experience ''thing''...tat i never experience b4 hahaah...:-)....Lst..it was mummy birthday lst of AUG in lunar date..haha..she like us to celerbrate her lunar birthday..instead her actual 'ang mo' birthday...so we juz guai guai..haha happily brought mummy to 'ding tai feng''..for dinner..Darling Baobei went too....most of the time my family will treat Darling Baobei eat de....like the feeling of gathering tgt..:-).

2nd..keke...i got sucessfully into..my singing sch PK Idol competition audition held tat sun..and will be entering into quater final..to PK....to ''kill''...my opponent..i hope i'll be a gd 'killer''..haha..so unexpectedly..i'll join..tis competition...i never expects to join any competition soo fast de...coz u noe i haven complete my singing course..i juz been through my basic stage..and now only intermediate..haha..but..my teacher wanted me to go....so..have to go..ha..juz for experience lo..Baobei said...anyway...Wish me gd luck!!!:-)

Woo-Hoo.....!!...yest Darling Baobei & me..celebrated our 2nd yr anniversary...he never went for wrk yest.....oi..he told me he tired tats why did not go....but..izit part of it tat he wanna spent tis special day..wif me..tat;s why never go?haha..actually..for me...i..specially take tis day..free .....de..Darling Baobei hand made a letter for me..i've wrote him a long 1 too haha...actually i..had made thing.for him..as memories..wan to pass him yest but..they're not ready yet..coz i too late went do le..& 2nd..the salesgal gave me false info..lo.but its ok..when ready will give him..ha...we were happy yest..ate...sakae sushi...spend the day..keke..

~28/09/09'~

HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US!!!!

>>Darling Baobei.....i enjoy every moment wif u....although..we've been tgt 2 yrs..but...its not enough..i still wan to...stick to u..as the very first time we fall in luv wif one another...I LUV U!!!..u'RE me only......1.....BAOBEI DARING...:-)

2009-09-07T11:22:00.008+08:00

End of bz...Aug.~

I've finished all my exams...eh..i dum've confident in taking back my sch main.result..wondering if i could pass my MP..;(...hope i could..& yeah..i took my final Basic singing exam..tat fri...i passed..:) haha..overall have gd comments fr fang lao shi..but also got things i need improve and work hard on..now..i've stared on..my intermediate level..have to focus on harder..more upbeat song..tat few morings..i've been eating..a Japenese bread bought from 7-elevan.i muz say it's quite nice when i lst ate...& so far i've tried 3 flavours of..it..chocolate, blueberry and hokkaido cream..check tis bread out!

~Chocolate flavour!!..:)~

Some times ago...i prepared..dinner for my Darling Baobei again...he said he felt to eat spag..although..i got think of cooking Ee-fu noodle..for him very long....long time ago ha but its ok.....i cooked Seafood Alfredo served wif soup..which i cooked very ''long''.....de....seafood 'Can'..soup wahaha..no lo..i know how to cook soup de..wan cook egg drop soup but Darling Baobei hungry le so never get to cook..tat day...but it was ok...here my delicious hahahaha....ai xin dish once again!!

~SeaFood Alredo
The pict was a little not organised..;(~

Now i thinking..back...im quite 'great' already larrs..compared to last time..i dum even touch the kitchen to cook de.....haha.at least now..i putting all my heart..to go learn different types of dish for Darling Baobei..now i got alot of dish in my heart wan cook him ..ha...but..have to give me time ok..when im free...and u're free..ha..:)..& ya...26th of aug..tat day my birthday..:)..would update once i got the picts:)

2009-08-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

Yeah=]:)..today was my last day of school!! hahaa...."LAst day" ??holiday? no..lo..ha...its end of the semaster..and i gtg prepare HARD for my coming MAIN exam on 21ST AUG...& tis day is also my SingIng Exam....so ''lucky'' lo....& soo..sad i can't take my singing exam on tis day coz it crash wif my sch exam....but it's ok i'll have a make up for that:)..hope my performance will be gd for tml singing pre test.:)..mmm...juz spent some time wif Darling Baobei..juz now..nowadays onli get to have dinner wif him..and chat awhile b4 he went bk hm coz Darling Baobei after wrk tired le..i understand..can see him awhile im already very happy le..:)..tat's all for today...gtg learn 'yu tian'' hard for tml....jiayou!:)

2009-08-06T23:22:00.008+08:00

iM BK!!!:):)

Finally get to update my..blog again...OoPs..its been 1 mth i never update about my life and stuffs liao...so pei seh...to u guys out there..ha...reminding me to UPDATE!!UPDATE!! ..sorry sorry im being bz...and really lazy to blog wahahah...but im here to make it ALIVE again!!:)

Today went for K-Box Session wif laopo they all..to practise my song tat i need to sing for tml singing cls...mmm...its not really enjoyable...coz..my laopo never sang wif us..:(she not in good mood....she sad....even sad when we sang sad song infront of her..she sad over some1 else:(not to mention much here..the moment i turned my head..to see her watery eyes...my heart pain....really:(why love will cause such pain.....and laopo..its juz a swift begining..at the lst place....and now its a swift ending...dum tink too much..u deserves sum1 better..:).

Yeah ya TODAY was the LST..wrking day for my Darling Baobei...ha finally found a job le...ha..muz jiayou...kkx....im yr pillar of strength!!''The woman behind a successfull man!!!" hahaha...

oh ya..i've not update on our lovely..FlY kIte day tat day hahaha..!!!Woo-hoo..here i go...:)..! tat day went for kite flying wif Darling Baobei..im soo...sooo...happy ..finally got chance to experience kite flying..again..i told Darling Baobei b4 tat.i really hope to experience a real kite flying....long ago...ha..and he remembered...and promised to find a day to...fullfill me ha:)Darling Baobei bought a big beautiful kite..ha..and we head out to Punggol..for KITE FLYING!!!HURRAY!!

~~Tis our lovely kite!!Isn't it cute & nice?? it was flying high!!!:)~~

~~Me haha..bz..trying make it fly high again!!:)~

~Here..Darling Baobei..flying our kite...he look soo..''expert''..ha~~

It was fun....!!THe moment i reached...saw so many kites flying above the blue clear sky..those ppl were fantastics in flying kite and they spent alot on the qualities of kite..to make the kite fly longer and higher..although our kite was not of good quality it could not fly as high compared to them but.....im really happy!!! & enjoyed...the day...wif Darling Baobei..it was real sweetz..to fly KITE TGT..wif love 1...romentic...rite?hahaha..lolx..i looking 4ward ..again:)

~~Yeah!!HAPPY..ha..taken wif my sleeping CUte dress..!!~~

~~i LuV U!!!:))~

2009-06-20T23:51:00.011+08:00

Shag....tiring day....:((

Today was such a long..damn tiring day 4 me...:( dum noe why...maybe i hasn't have enough rest...ha...today was quite bz at wrk..so unfortunate tat boss brought new stocks..for me to pack...late noon..kept .packing halfway to attend cust..thought Darling Baobei came looking 4 me around late eve...so i never ate my dinner..served a grp of indian cust..nei ..i hate serving indian..they'll always make a big MESS...of the cart...& tis grp of cust damn......''slow'' in chossing watches...i attended them 4 abt half hr..i think..i so hungry ..so tired....so thirsty.by then...i ran out of drinks....& after they left..i still gonna pack up the mess b4 i could eat ..anything..i only..got to eat around 8 plus...when Darling came......& so oo...bad day today...the cart key was broken..my hp & wallet was kept inside....::(now i couldn't use to sms......sian...:((nei sad..ha dum've chance to upload any picts!!!mmmm..its ok..haha..here picts..i took...tat day b4 Sleeping...haha:)

~such a shaggy day.....NITE evEry1 !!!~:):)

2009-06-13T00:03:00.003+08:00

Just bk fr my singing lesson today..& dinner wif Darling baobei..ha he did bk out today!!!:)haha..im so happy i gotta c him...again..mm..today never got to sing any song..thought have the chance to..haha...just began the lst 'formal' cls today..Tommy laoshi taught us the basic of singing today.diction..feel imagination all tat...quite fun..but there's alot more to learn..really..tat's not i think tat easy...gtg to go practice breathing technique..& sing 'yong qi' the next lesson haha jiayou jiayou..to my surprise..tat's..Darling Baobei fav song..Ooo..like tat..i must learn hard & sing wif mre feel liao hahaha:)..after tat Darling Baobei came to fetch me..ha..he so afraid..the evironment near my sch now..as recent..'china town..prostitute news...sort of...thx..for yr care!luv u...yeah we ate nice mango& durian..cold dessert.at PS...damn nice Woo..hoo...now still wanna taste a bowl haha..the weather damn hot..so cold ..so nice :))YEah!!!count down 2 mre days!!!

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15TH Of June!!
Darling Baobei ORD...!!
:)Finally waited.....for the day.......the date keeping in my mind..:))

2009-06-07T00:01:00.003+08:00

~I'm always looking forward......!!the day...:))~

Yeah!..i had finished..my term test..so happy ..Woo-hoo...don't have to struggle on those lecture notes anymore haha...& it's my holiday now!!...:))...but what maked me cheered up...most was YEST...yeah...hurray....yest was my lst singing lesson in Fang Zhong hua music story.!!:) so happy lolxz....finally waited for this..day...to cum...ha..the sch was not easy to go at lst ha thx my Darling Baobei acc me there..muackZ....b4 my lesson ..on thurs....i was so curious..happy..wondering how my lst lessson would be like...whose my vocal mates?..&..which..vocal.teacher..would be teaching..me 4 the day..haha...coz..there will be 3 vocal teachers from what i know...will be.. taking over my class..they're of coz..Fang Zhong hua lao shi..himself..., Tommy laoshi & also..Project Superstar..Veron laoshi...:)..haha...Yest...was Fang Zhong Hua Laoshi..teaching me...::)..ha i was so anxious...lolxz...when he asked me wat i wanna sing..coz laoshi wanted to hear..how was..my voice..my singing..mmmm....i sang..xie yi ge tian liang.....fr Clarie Guo jing....laoshi ..comments was gd.....he said i've the emphasis on what im singing...but need to focus more into it...mmm..ya i agreed..i never focus more enough..not really satisfied..my singing yest..im not really into tis song yest i wanted to sing..another Clarie song 'bu xiang wang ji ni'' instead...but laoshi could'nt find the disc..haha..sad..& im really so nervous lolxz...ha....i would want to sing better the next lesson...! ha...after lesson..i took Picts wif laoshi...haha...he was so cute...would post the picts up..my next entry possible::))..after which Darling Baobei fetch me fr the sch...so sweetz rite? haha..kkx..gtg....late le...so sleepy lo.......:(..oh ....ya..who've Clarie Guo Jing album..on the songs i mentioned ???pls.........s..lend me...haha...

2009-05-29T23:20:00.016+08:00

~6 mre days to go!!!!jiayou ..Ganbatta!:)~

Pls...give me mre energy...determination to study....to go 4 the next few days & i would be free!!..yeapy..:)..term test cuming...my lst paper will start on mon..& my last will be on thurs...3 papers i have to take...Bliss me luck!!..Tat few wks....days...were so bz wif my studies...all quizes...attachment MP reports...all stuffs ...so damn tired lo.....and now with out any rest..gtg prepare 4 my ..term test..:( nei..life is juz like tat....wat to do...ha...:(why am i so depress haha...hopefully im great got my Darling Baobei by my side..tat few days..we spent most of the time at hm ...rushing my reports and quiz...he acc me...THX alot...Baobei..although the wk was so boring...i remembered...we did watch 1 show uploaded in DarLing Baobei.....PSP..ha i enjoyed very much..nice show...the ending was so sweetz lolxz...it was actually a hongkong gambling show...:) i so tired ..now ..juz finish studying for my mobile comp...i gotta chiong!! tml wrking...sooo.........shag...the next few days will spend whole day studying at hm............haha...i will become a nerdy me....studying...and carry her..hurdle her..play wif her to distress..4 evry break...!!:)THX her 4 being by my side too...poor her ahha.....she.....'s......................................

~BABY!!..my doggy!! ~

~Isn't she cute!!Kawaii rite??haha...~

i wanna wish.....30th of May!!

Darling's sis May..Happy Birthday to you!!! :}

WISH U HAPPY & BLISSFULL ALWAYS!!!!

&
i won't 4get.......rite....

28th Of May...Our 1 yr 8th Mths ANNIVERSARY!!!
~Darling Baobei ..u my evrything.........luv luv u!!!~

2009-05-15T22:47:00.024+08:00

Happy day!!

ha again...rather late..post for tis..update.finali got chance to post up some picts..for the day..i muz POST...coz....i would never 4get tis day i spent wif DarLing Baobei..haha...:))...the day where we were both free..yeah!!..& sticked to each other 4 the whole day...the day...we reali engaged in 'something'...tgt.. had fun..since we been tgt sooooo..long..ha..coz..we're too bz larss & no 1 plan..but tis day ... we gone.....!! PRAWN FISHING..!!!:)

~~Prawn Fishing at Parir Ris Park:):)~~

~Darling Baobei & me!!!~;)
While prawning...haha...c..we so..concentrated .coz..we wanna caught...dozens..bk!!haha..
c...tat day i wore a cap...coz..it was damn..blazing hot..i did not want to get any darker..ha..;) can c tat im fair larrs..Darling Baobei even bought me..sun block lotion..haha..but there was shelter there...not bad...;)

We spent..2 hrs ...............
ha..quite..bored while waiting...4 the prawn..to...hook up haha..but also veri interesting..and funny....me & Darling Baobei...kept saying.. repeatedly'' The prawn..there..!!there!!here!here!..aiyo swim there liao..." keke..

Here we Caught ..haha 4 Prawns!!!!..aren't we great for 2 hrs!!lolxz.....:(

~YEAh..our returns haha....poor prawns...:);)~

4..prawns....mmm....TWO i caught de..haha...another TWO..were caught by a kind uncle there haha..he helped us....so nice of him..haha..he did not bear to c us empty-handed hm haha!!

How bout DarLing Baobei??
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he caught 1??

~nei...DarLing Baobei..caught none!!haha..c he so jealous of me 4 catching tis prawn..haha..
:)ha maybe prawns not fond of Darling Baobei !~

After which we went to Downtown East...haha..Darling Baobei brought me to his parents noodle stall at the food court there...to eat...i felt so sweet..im happy..soo happy..tis was the lst time Darling Baobei finali brougt me there c them wrk there...ha..mm..the noodles taste yummy...mm..maybe ...coz..was Darling Baobei parents cook de..ate tgt wif DarLing Baobei...'Ate in the mouth..Sweetz inside my heart..' haha...:):)

After a long afternoon haha..finali we went bk Darling Baobei hse....to perform my Cooking Skills!! haha..nice SUSHI!! for the day.....ya..no doubts i make Sushi...haha..it was sweetz and fun making Sushi wif Darling Baobei....:):)

~Darling Baobei making Sushi...!!~

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Time past while..having fun making...
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here our SUSHI!!YUMMY!!

Not Bad rite??haha..pls say ..YES!!ha
not bad larrs...not much different fr outside sell de lolxz..c got..
~Crabmeat Sushi~
~Masago(fish egg) Sushi~
~Cheese Sushi~
~Sea jelly(tink is called tis ba ha) Sushi~

haha...they taste nice...yeah..but..they could look nicer..haha..oops..they were of different size lol..haha...some..were so big..roll lo..ha..some were so small ..Darling BaoBei...kept lauging at the size haha....mmm..we could improve & make delicious...ichiban Sushi!!!!!Ichiban!!!

`~~The Unforgettable Memory 意難忘~~

2009-05-06T12:24:00.018+08:00

第二顺位 - 罗志祥

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨

你无心的叹息有心碎的声音

他的好他的坏他的不安定

他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云

从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起

一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你

亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑

闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密

我一直在第二顺位爱着你

一直从雨天一直到阴天

一直到晴天你逃离过去

我一直在第二顺位等着你

一直从昨天一直到今天

一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你

你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋

『没关系』是我最常说的一句

就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

我一直在第二顺位爱着你

一直从雨天一直到阴天

一直到晴天你逃离过去

我一直在第二顺位等着你

一直从昨天一直到今天

一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

我一直在第二顺位爱着你

一直从雨天一直到阴天

一直到晴天你逃离过去

我一直在第二顺位等着你

一直从昨天一直到今天

一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

2009-05-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

~i luv..such a moment..~

i shld've posted this early..ha but damn tired larrs....ya i've mentioned thurs was DarLing Baobei's dad birthday..haha.so...me & DarLing Baobei went to chose gift :)haha..we bought a polo T-shirt..for his dad !!:)..after which went DarLing Baobei hse ..b4 heading to bedok eat tgt wif his family..DarLing Baobei was so tired tat day...mmm..actuali wanna hand the gift myself tgt wif DarLing Baobei to his dad de..like tat would be more sincre but...DarLing Baobei..gave it to his ma..once we reached hm..so mm....anyway...it's great ..tat day was the lst time went out tgt sat down as a family..to eat..the feeling was gd..i like..ha like i already one of the member liao..ha..:)like the feeling of chosing gift wif DarLing Baobei....i'll treasure the moments i've now de..::)

today was holiday...labour day!!!but..had spent the day doing pro instead...in the end couldn't find much info..on my pro!!damn....haixz....felt like giving up....:(

2009-04-29T01:43:00.004+08:00

:(Sad..i cant slp...

Alot of bad things happened to me...i really veri bad luck...& i dum noe why...maybe i had stepped onto dog shit or watever shit.!!...:(juz let it wash away fr me pls...:(..have been sick..& granted 4 two days MC on monday..fever..coughing ..can't even slp well.thx DarLing baobei to tk care of me...things around me aren't going well....today was not even a smooth day..actuali plan to prepare dinner for darLing Baobei...rch ntuc..le..wanna buy ingredients..but he..said..ma cooking..no surprise 4 him liao..but nvm..i can cook other time...darling baobei..also very long never eat his ma cook de already..it's even beta compare to my cooking rite!!:)& it's a golden opportunity for me to get a taste of ma cooking..:)..Darling Baobei hp..lost...i blamed myself...im sad...but Darling Baobei kept cheering me up..instead..i noe u sad too de...thx..im great to have u as my bf....although im not really happy..hate myself...but..i tried hard not to put up a 'black emo face' infront of his family...i'll wrk hard &..buy Darling Baobei a ph...thx..Darling Baobei's sis..Maybeline..for the sweetz & nice..flower earings..i like it:)..& thx her bf..4 sharing so much..singing stuff wif me...so hope u could be..my extra singing..guidence...ha..

~HOPING FOR A SMOOTH DAY~

28th of APRIL....HAPPY 1YR 7TH MTH ANIVERARY !!! To US!!:)
::im great to have Darling Baobei....as my bf..4 this long..LUVING u mre & mre each day!!

&

29TH April

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Darling Baobei's DAD!!!
::Wish u gd health..gd luck...& stay happy always!!:)

2009-04-23T00:19:00.003+08:00

Short post:))happy!!

It's 12.20 am...ha i could'nt believe i still blogging here.coz usually..i'm lazy haha...or be slping le .haha..am i having depression?or insomia?haha..nono...juz wanna blog while waiting 4 my hair to get dry ...lol..& wanna chat wif DarLing Baobei....:) juz came bk fr eating steamboat wif polymates..yummy full..today bought a cute sweetz..necklance ..& a dress..:)yeah..will upload picts if have chance...mmm...its finally 1 wk over 4 DarLing BaoBei..staying in camp le..tml i get to c him!!..:)happy...i really miss him alot de...wanna hear his voice...reali..but Darlig Baobei never call me ...tis wk.......:(..mm..maybe he's bz ba...:{

but ..to me...im happy..to get his msg...evrytime..:).....tml a long sch day 4 me!!!so gtg to fill up my energy!!..slp;..slp....haha...gd nite evry1!!

2009-04-17T21:10:00.007+08:00

~Thx & Luv always!!!~

There so much thx..i wanna say today to >> ~my Laopo!!!~

>>~Mr Eric, singing organisor!!~
>>~Fang Zhong Hua Music Story!!~
>>~My xiao yi aunt!!~

mmm...why i wanna thx them???coz..they are too kind..& nice tat i wanna..thx them...today....coz..

haha..laopo made a so sweetz..sch time table 4 me..it's mini small 1 but i like it..isn't she so thoughtfull..haha...today met her just a while to pass her k-box card..& bluetooth my photo...it's so long i never being able to update picts on blog liao hahaha..THANK YOU Arigato!!..ya sori tat i couldn't acc u to bbq..oi..laopo..

i really need to thx Mr Eric for being patient and kind..enough..to fork out his time for me helping me to chose which vocal teacher and school is gd for my singing path..reputable sch or private?? finally he decided to let me go one of the reputable sch tat's 'Fang Zhong Hua Music Story'..THANK ALOT.Arigato!!.spoke to..Tommy..fang lao shi..were nice..ha THANK ALOT.Arigato again!!.but i must wait for new cls start at next mth ba...!Quick i cant wait to start haha...

It was such a warm-hearted day today..we went out as a family accept daddy tgt wif my 2 aunts...coz..my small aunt xiao ah yi ha treated me...dinner..haha..there was reason why she treated me..ha coz ..i introduced her wrk..haha...xiao yi was so cute and nice..kept asking me wat i wanna eat...wat i reply was...'anything will do..'..haha..'simple thing will do'..haha..in the end she and my da yi decided to go 'pu tian' eat ..1 shanghai chinese restraunt.i think.haha..coz..my mummy also like..lol her treat was 13o plus..& she gave me 1 ang bao...i so pei seh..oi..actuali i dum nid all tat..she my aunt..intoduced her wrk..was juz part of the thing i shld do..rite?..THANK YOU My xiao yi!!!luv u!!wrk hard oi!!!Arigato!!Arigato!!

mmm....i misses...my DarLing Baobei..wat's he doing in camp??he's so bz mah??mm...the msg i received fr him....is lesser le.....is he thinking of me?

2009-04-04T21:23:00.005+08:00

Im BK!!!It's April...Woo-hooo..

I think my blog reali going rot soon..hahha..Ooops...nono...i'm not going to let it...coz...it's my holiday now!!!...:))...umm...it's onli..the pathetic..'2 Wks holiday larrs;'..beta den dum've any rite?? at lst reali thought my MP supervisior...wouldn't grant us any...coz..we have not completed our assigned project yet...but he's kind enough to 'let go' of 3 pathetic us haha..however we still nid to find time..meet up 4 project..for 1 or 2 days...during the holidays..& continue the rest when sch reopen...

APRIL!!!hee...a brand new mth ahead!!.i've yearned for!!:))..Holidays!..i can slp mre!!yeah.no deny i'm a piggy..:0.ha..time to earn more money!!!gonna has chance to wrk more..haha..will be working on wk days....too..why? still request 4 more wrk where u onli has 2 wks holidays??ha..sum1 asked.& mummy actuali also wan me rest at hm....mmm..but i think....has the chance..juz.wrk..its beta then ...laze ..rot..at hm...4 sum of the days...surf the net..watch tv or do other stuffs waiting 4 time to past.....&..hang around wif friends...nid..to spend quite alot isn't it.?.ha..im those tat would spend quite lots when out wif friends ha....so its beta go wrk mre haha!...so tat i've savings..4 myself...my spendings..my singing cls..my bills...buy darling baobei stuff 4 special days...i dum wanna depend on my parents .so much...& i wanna give my mummy sum money..!ha...i LUV her!!ha..mmm..although,,frankly speaking..it's rather tough for me...reali...to do all tat..but..will jia you..:)..

Hurray.!!..if evrything go smoothly..i would start my vocal lesson in april!!! haha:)..Of coz...i'll dip out sumtimes 4 my dearest friends!!..my family...& my DarLing Baobei...! yeah..get to have 1 whole sat wif Darling BaoBei liao...;looking forward a 'free' sat so much...wif him le..ha..how will we spend??ha....& of coz....got more time...4 all ai xin..food 4 DarLing BaoBei!!Keke...hoPe i'Ve a 'Wonderfull' 2 WkS holiDAys!!!:) haha..

today spent days wif my family!!ha i enjoyed..ate hongkong cafe..had my fav gelara ice cream today!!yum..my fav..ha....& cut my hair today...:0..i never cut short larrs..ha how i bear rite..my hair damn long now liao...haha.............i juz trim ..layered sum & cut fringe.curl 4 free...ty brayen!...ha..muackz...DarLing BaoBei called juz now & chatted wif me fr camp..I SOOO..miss him nei!!!........i like to hear his voice keke....

29th Of March!!! Our 1 YR 6th MTH ANNIVERSARY!!!MuacKz..

:)so fast...we been tgt..hold DarLing bAobei hand so long..le...i'll still want to hold yr hand tightz...tightz....4 evry moments.....i couldn't imagine..my life wif out u....no doubts i wanna tell u ..I LUV U..!:)D

ty DarLing BaoBei 4 yr swEEtZ..letter & stuffs....& hope my 'AI Xin JElly"......'ate in yr mouth..swtz..in yr heart...!!!haha:D

2009-03-27T13:17:00.004+08:00

**StRess...BorIng**....life....SAVE mE:(:(..

~sLOw Updates!!...No time..FoR...frequent updates:(~

~No chance to upload those picts i wanna show..sob ..sob..:(~

~Im Stress..!StrESS over my mp pRoject...We're stuck..at the most..'PaIn kILLing' part..:(~

~Do i've my 2 wks holidays???*there's still a Ques mark '?':(~

~WhEn'll my vocal lesson..starts??waiting 4 the new sem..to arrive..the actual date..:(~

~DesTrESS...When 'll be my KTV..My K-boX SessIoN??:(~

~izit TaT CERtaIn tHIngs wILL sLIghtLy change...WhEn tIMe past...??:(~

~wIll We SpEnd ThE Wk TGT...as SWeetlY...aS happilY...??~

~ThE *SpEcIAL*...dAy...??..~

2009-03-20T15:08:00.029+08:00

The Wk Wif ~♥HIM♥~!!!

Hey!!i'm bk to update...so unlucky of me!!:( wanna post up tis update on tat fri..but my LADTOP WAS DOWN...!!SIAN!!...nei i wanna to prevent my blog fr being rusty...ha been bz recently & having difficulty to upload pictz...:(nei ha..
.finally tt day had the chance to..ask my " dearest laopo "....helped me upload ha muackz..:) thx alot!!..ha there're still picts i wanna show..but most probably my next updates..yeah....my last l whole wk...was having DarLing Baobei by my side..sweetz..after my sch or even wrk..the lst to c was ......."DarLing......" & .."DarLing.."..!!

PS: Dum get BORED of me oi!!!..:)

mmm..we never really been to much places 4 the wk....coz it was rather late after Darling Baobei bk out..he was having training...4 tat wk..soo...we juz simply spent our days....eating tgt!!!..."ATE"........ATE...& ate tibits & stuffs......sweetz tok...walked...walked...& time juz..past rather fast...!!...really fast tat it was already WED!! the last day of the wk having DarLing Baobei...:(...ha...so 4 his wed dinner.........there ...came....."my AI XIN fried rice"..!!!mmm...no..no..i shld give it....a sweetz name rather..haha.....lets...name...it......." SWEETluV fried rice"!!!..ha..like sound the same in chinese?? "Ai Xin"?? "Tian Xin"??hahah...

~LuV AlWAYs~

~PanDa!!They're cute....:):)~

CuTe & Sweetz sTuffs we ate~~

~small swt..cupCAkEs fr Emicakes!! & SEsAMe snowFlakes!

:) mmm...the cupcakes looked damn SWeetz & nice at lst siGht...thought reali nice but..nei..i've to say it's dum taste like "cakes' LO!!juz..like a cup of "cream"....opps..~

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Here cum my..... SWEETluV Fried Rice...!!

~..i used 'cradmeats..hotdogs & prawns.' my main INGREDIENTS..:)~

~SOUP Of the DAY!!~

~HA juz simply CP Shrimp Wonton soup wif my Golden Mushroom..i put..:0~

wahhaha...the cooking tOOk me quite long ...DarLing Baobei said..haha..& i dum noe why i used so many bowls..in the end...lolx...i've to say i'm clumsy larrs...4give me....haha i hardly..cook..haha..juz 4 Darling Baobei sake...i wanna be "TOp Chef"!!haha....jia you!!jiayou!!;):)

~Here came my 'output'!!

SWEETluV Fried Rice!!!

:(oops..sorry..haha....there's no pict 4 my 'COOKED' lovely fried rice....sadden..my ph ran out of batt...tt time....not i never cooked ok!!!wahaha...mmm..onli me & Darling BaobeI got to c and eat it!!no..no..DarLing BaoBei Parents also...!!haha...:)..they all said NICE NICE!!yeah...at least my fried rice..can still taste haha...although not reali reali nice larrs...It's a SUCCESS!!!:)

~The day after sch wif my laopo!!~

haha..tt day..i already 4gotten when liao...haha...i begin to grow old...ha..went eat swensean wif laopo ..after my sch..haha...So damn full...& yeah..thx..my laopo..4 treating me ice cream!! & we shared fries!!...muAckz i luv u!!HAHA...we ate hot fudge chocolate ice cream..yummy!!yum..yum...my fav is ICE CREAM lolx..evry1 noe...haha...all types of ice cream i also like..they are my "predator" !!! poor thing haha...when i'm sad..angry i ate tubs!! haha...but was addicted to ..'Gelara'..& 'Hagen Dazz'...they're great ..!!

yeah!!finally..update last wk stuff...haha...still got lots i did not mention i think haha...4got liao...all blame my ladtop and difficulty..of uploading picts!!..oh yeah i finally bought my shu uemura..foundation!!!haha....it's so hard....4 me to get it lo...town also out of stocks!!!haha...finally i got it fr bugis...!!.....i gtg...today was tired...my ankle..still a little pain....oh ya....have to...think...wat ingredients...i nid...4 DarLing BaoBei next WED!! "AI Xin " dinner!!haha...i wanna prepare him ..Fried noodle lo!!..bliss me luck!!..:)

2009-03-13T10:30:00.007+08:00

楊丞琳「帶我走」

每次我总一个人走

交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说

等我走某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景

都有发过的梦

带我走到遥远的以后

带走我一个人自转的寂寞
带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕带我走

每次我总独自远走

保持缄默不皱眉头

这次你却说一起走

彼此温柔从此以后

白马溜过漆黑尽头

潮汐袭来浪花颤动

凝在海岸结成了墨 wo~~

蔷薇朝向草原气球

邮差传来一地彩虹

刻在心中拍打着脉搏...

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫 wo~~

带我走

2009-03-12T13:28:00.008+08:00

'It's Thurs!!!'

Times flies...& it's been a week i never been blogging.the days ..most of the time i'v been in sch facing..the '4 sided big face screen'!!!Sian....tat's the com...super sian...have to do my MP project..till 3lst of March..!!!Times pls past fast!!!!!always couting the time to end sch wahahhaa....oops..admit..i hate..my days now...

Yest acc jessica to dye her hair after sch.....so great to be wif her...but super boring...lo .......had to wait there like nerdy...for her to finish dying...i going......rot....fortunately...there got nail color..!!selling in the salon wahahhahahha..so i did self 'manicure' to kill my TIME...if not would sure be a 'smelly roting fish' there ...

YEAH..!!!:):) 1 wk le!!...DarLing BaoBei BK!!.... the days Tis wk..... i mIssIng DarLing Baobei......soooooo...........much leh:(....ha..DarLing BaoBei u cuming bk today le...

WELCOME BK!!!Woo-hooo:)

Welcome bk to be my 1 WEEK...'sticking glue' again oi...to stick tightz tightz wif me !!:)

ENJOY Yr steamboat later!!yummy......have fun......i'll miss u much..much..de..::)

~~All of the animals except for man know that the principle business of life is to enjoy it~~

~~Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow~~

2009-03-05T13:03:00.003+08:00

Yest had a great day wif DarLing Baobei. hee hee....although not a long day..but...i'm still veri happy wif him around::)!!!....ha..wat i would never 4get..through all..was being to ajunied...again...to eat baked rice...YUMMY yuMMy!!its juz a few walk after alighting Ajunied Mrt..i liked..& tat's DarLing Baobei brought me there B4 tat time when we juz being tgt...:)D..has swt memories there..ha..till now we visit it again..haha....:) & yest..was actuali the last swt moment wif him..for tis wk liao..coz DarLing Baobei..will start the so-called' 1 wk bk out..1 wk never bk out ' schedule!!!..I've to WAIT till next Fri to c him again.....i'll miss ..MIssEEs U!!!!

me..SIAN....having MP/SIP attachment..would've to rush projects & my SIP reports..:YAWNS............yAWnS.......BliSS me LuCK:):)P

2009-03-04T13:07:00.020+08:00

Ring!!..Ring..!!......BREAKFAST TIME......

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Woo-hoo...DarLing Baobei..made... for ME......

ummm...

ummm

AI XIN "I LUV U!!!"BREAD!!!

YUM...YUM........

YUMMY!!!!!wahahah

HUNGRY LIAO??

WAN A BITE??

HUNGRY.......:) greedy::)...

FALLING

!!!!!FALLING INTO BREAD TRAP!!!

IT'S FAKE BREAD!!!

waahahahhaa....it's a "BREAD" bought for ME...fr my DarLing BaoBei fr Action City!

Dum it look real:)p..still got nice vanilla smell...cute....at lst nearly fall into DarLing BaoBei trap!!hahaha...my Sweetz DarLing BaoBei..i lUV LUV u too:)D...

:.............:)

MY HAND!!!:)...AM I HAVING TATOO??..or A CRAFT ON ME??...

HOOooo...............tis was the "mark" caused by my BRACELET tat i was wearing tat day.....hahah..INTERESTING SHOCKED!!!

2009-03-03T12:56:00.019+08:00

Jess LAST Day!!!

Sad ..tat sat was Jess last day working in Wisma liao..i would be lonely liao lo...i will missEs..... her lots lots....!!!!:).. no 1 beside me tok craps tgt liao...sad..haha..sweetz...Jess...wanna treated me..KFC....but im SICK..stomach pain pain lol..my face was soo pale..how ever we had starbucks!!!....anyway..we'll meet up tgt ya....!!! :))

Woo-HOO......yeah...sat

28TH OF FEB!!!!HAPPY 1 YR 5TH MTHS ANNIVERSARY TO MIIE & DARLING BAOBEI!!:)D...So happy..hope we would have mre anniversary..to go...!!!!

~Me & Jess:) thx treating me starbucks!!!!luv u!!!~

~Pict wif my ang mo fr...her last day too!!!!!!~

~WE.!!!

2009-02-27T13:33:00.008+08:00

Ohya!!Late Updates my 'make-up' V.day!!

Yeah..Darling BaoBei back..on the 18th..we've our 'V.day date' tat day..thought he 4gotten..ha...ate our sweetz dinner..& suRpRise!!..fr DarLing Baobei...he 'pop out' wif gift for me...muackz:)D..nei..did've sum picts for tat day..but damn my ph spoilt..poor ting..."stop giving me 'ph' bad luck'..go away:p.....& here a super funny Valentine's day Video to share wif u guys..!!!..me & laopo..laugh & laugh..lol..funny..funny..funny...

Quite Funny FM & Video

2009-02-23T12:47:00.031+08:00

17TH feb!!Qiu Ying BirTHdaY!!!

Late Updates!!!..been bz ...recently..Woo-hoo..its my laopo's cousin birthday..so coincidental lol..its huiru...birthday too!!!..sorry couldn't make it to yr bbq..coz i promised to celebrate for ..Qiu Ying..le..anyway....Happy 20th Birthday to Qiu Ying!!!!Hope all yr wishes may cum true..& will as happy always !!!!:)p

~HAppy BirthDAy tO u!!!~

~BIg BOwl raman..the bowl is indeed big lol!!!~

~YummY..cURRY cHIcKEN..DoN..:)~

~hehe...its too dark here....!!~

~LaoPO & Me!!!~

~Wee..!!!....~

~The effect...i like..dum u think soo..:)p

Oh yeah..Happy 21th BirthDay to Hui Ru too!!!!!!Hui Ru stay happy always ya..yr Wish will cum true & wish u've Long Lasting LUv...wif Yr BAO!!!!!!!!!hehehe..:)

2009-02-11T12:50:00.018+08:00

" Am all .......ALONE tis VALENTINE again......."

Tis cuming sat is V.day le...it's the moments of luv..the day.. lovers express their luv tgt..the day u noe how much we luv.each other...the day tat'll spend the sweetest moment.tgt ...where we were showered wif gifts...romentic stuffs & thoughts fr 1 another....im looking forward to the day to cum..but...i won't have Valentine by my side...tat day le..im alone....

It's sat 14th of feb..i looked at the calender 1 mth ago & counted the wks...it falls on sat..& tat's the day DarLing Baobei no army..im soo happy..im like "flying to the sky"..immediately..wif no doubt..i told my boss i wanna took off on V.day..soo afraid i could not off...its hard to take off...but..it was grant.im glad...i could spend whole day wif him...last yr i couldn't have the chance..i planned everyting.........

i went library..not to read bks..but to find desserts menu..i borrowed..& wanna make him..nonbaked cake..or desserts like jelly..i planned to make it on fri..i lie to him tat..i gonna go a tok...and couldn't meet him up...although i reali miss him..but i wan give him surprise...sorri to lie to u DarLing BaoBei....:) ..i've prepared gift for him though...he dum noe tat i've took off tat day..i never tell him..juz wan to appear at his doorstep..in the sweet morning of V.day..wif the ting i prepare for him to eat..& the next spend moments wif him....i like the feeling the time we juz tgt...i mis..to get letters fr him & all but........................... everything....turns wrong...

yest actuali he could bk out..but a msg came...tat make my heart sank...do u noe how it feel??...he could not bk out for the day &...........Confinement started...till 18th Feb..he'll not be bk on V.day..........all the ting....a perfect V.day tat every gal would 1......has gone...im sad....reali sad...we cant spend the dat tgt le..........tat 've yearn......why muz it happened on the day once again?? ..im sad..but i never did blame him for tat....never did...confinement date he couldn't chose de...he would feel sad too...i told myself nvm..everyday would be a v.day if we reali sweetz....but .i'll still feel sad.eventually..juz dum noe why..hate it...

i juz angry & piss off when we tok on ph ..mmm dum wish to mention..much..at tat moment..i felt...the tings..the thoughts i've done...no 1 will noe...

.........mmm...could'nt deny........i felt SIAN.......'why muz always be tis day?'..i never felt tis b4...i went for a walk yest...saw V.day stuff..promotions....sweet words around...taking bus hm alone....these days looking out of the window...my eyes will eventually turns red.....& watery ..i dum wan like tis but i couldn't control....dum noe why...when the atmosphere out there..is filled wif v.day....i mis ...the way couple spent tis day tgt...im been dated.out .by sumones...& my ex bf..aloy..but nope..i went sch late tis morning.....i fall asleep...till i ate ...then wan call him..he thought i did not wan to msg......mmm....i cant deny apart fr falling asleep...i a little dum've the feel to msg..not i angry of him but ....the feeling...nei pls let tis feeling get away pls......

I always treasure & will look forward to tis day...i wan it to be the most memorable of us..i wan feel the way he express his luv for me..becos..i dum noe...will there be next......wii he noe my heart by then..?.i dum noe...if its worth waiting mah..?ha but....anyway..We're sweetz now..so everyday would be our sweetz ...Valentine's Day!!:D...

2009-02-03T12:45:00.006+08:00

Soo BAD Day!!!!7th Day of CNY!!!idiot thief!!!

Im bk to blog...& it's a rather angry & sad post.....my 2 HP got stolent.....!!!! i've juz got 1 of the ph not long...i think less then 2 wk!! The ph got stolent at my wrkplace..last sun damn suay..!! It juz happened when im back fr serving 1 customer..at lst thought onli 1 ph got stolent by tat idiot onli but after a through searched...tat idiot stole 2 of my hp...reali idoit.. I won't said..in detail how they got stolent or wat coz its under police investigation. i went up to view the CCTV wif the security guard..after asking my boss..actuali i won't decide to view it if i noe is "some stranger" who stolent it..coz..i noe it was not possible to get bk le..boss said..so many ppl out there police also cant find tat person..lo..BUT..in my heart..i suspected a person..coz tat person came & asked me why i got 2 ph...not long after i came bk..the ph got stolent le...!!! mmm..i noe its ok ppl will ask...but...i dum noe her well..tat idiot!!..tat bitch..i won't say who..but u'll noe yrself lah....big..thief!!)....we did not tok much juz "hi"...like tat onli..then suddenly came & ask abt my ph? isn't it strange??..but i could not confirm was her & i could not anyhow accuse ppl its not gd to do tat without prove..so i make the decision to go view...b4 doing anything..

IT WAS HER!!!!!WIF NO DOUBT!!!she's the thief!!.damn..actuali wanna to confront her..but..boss..adviced to immediately ph police....mmm...tat idiot theif was not brought to the police immediately..coz of 1 reason..but the case is not closed it's still under investigation...but these idiot thief wont get away...will be taught a gd lesson SOONER or LATER...tis is the main aim....although maybe cant get bk the ph now...reali idiot lah!! stole 2 away...now i dum even have 1 ph to...use...to sms..DarLing Baobei..everybody!!!!u!!..& also so tired..stand so long...talked to police.....fortunately...DarLing Baobei & mummy there for me...help me c my shop.....thx....

Actuali im not too sad abt my ph got stolent....i more & more sad tat...those SWT & MEANINGFULL msg sent to me by DarLing BaoBei..de...no mre le...sob gone liao..all gone liao...cant bear lo...they're impt to me..msg fr the day we know each other till now....i treasure alot de....actuali..at veri lst..my eyes watery when tink of tat...but.....no choice....ha i hope..DarLing BaoBei..u'll.."pay back" me 1 rite??wahahhaha...more & more swt lovely meaningful msg...all day long wahahhahaha...Nei wat a bad 7th day of CNY...but nvm..wilbad things gone..gd thing behold me...hahaha..all through the yr....since after wrk i went DarLing BaoBei hse Pai lian.....im glad...to go his hse all tat..haha..& sat down to enjoy food....thx ma give me ang bao thx...This has taught me a lesson...MUZ KEEP MY BELONGIINGS SAFELY & DUM EVER BELIEVE SUM1 SO EASILY!!!IDIOT!!BITCH!!soo angry..

2009-01-29T14:02:00.059+08:00

HAPPY Niu yEaR!!!!!

lst Day of CNY CHU1 !!

It's a new year ahead...gong xi fai cai!! Hong bao duo duo lai!!wahaha..so fast 1 yr older le..hope i've a smooth & blissful NIU yr wif my family, friends & DarLing Baobei..:p

This yr cny meant more meaningfull..to me..reali..i experienced a different new year tis yr to last yr ..coz...1ST.. CHU 1 i got the chance to go DarLing Baobei ah ma( mum side) hse to pai nian..lol...soo soo happy lo..last yr did not have the chance coz...DarLing Baobei had army on CHU 1..it's my pleasure to noe all his relatives haha..LOL..reali a big family of them..when i reached..it's " PPL MOUTAIN PPL SEA"...haha..lots of ppl..lol..i soo happy & anxious lol.coz DarLing Baobei mum introduced me to ah ma..she veri old le..&..SOO many of his relatives..haha.i could remembered all his ah yi liao haha..i wished them..& got ang bao ha..lol..They called my name..noe wat they called me..haha..all coz of DarLing BaoBei haha..they called me "mei mei".."mei nu"..lol..i do've name lol..& thx to his shi yi..she said im pretty and rubbed my face haha....its pain but i like...haha...so great she do like me..!!!abt 5 plus 6..we abt to leave..said bye to every1..&..tat cute shi yi..said to dean tat .." yr gf so pretty ..muz bring her walk around for ppl c.."haha..at tat moment DarLing Baobei..sanyang my head...i like he sanyang me tat way..i felt so gd..and xin fu...reali...i told ah ma i'll go again..hope ah ma..has gd health!!

After tat..me & DarLing Baobei..headed to my small uncle hse..my mummy was there le..!!! haha..there less ppl then DarLing Baobei ah ma hse..but still felt veri happy to get together...to chat & to gamble lol!!!!win money!! win money!!haha..DarLing BaoBeI acc me gamble so sweetz..& got the chance to c my super cute small..cousin...ha she called dar "Dean dean kor kor" veri cute lo...like her!!..we went off at 10 plus..actuali wanted to go over DarLing BaoBei..uncle hse but it's..late when rch...sad haha..anyway DarLing BaoBai thx for wat u'e done.brought meto let yr realative noe yr tis gf haha...like the feeling to go around pai nian wif u..!!...i luv u alot..hope i could've the chance next year..every year to noe all yr relatives & yr another ah ma!!!!! Tat was my CHU1..dum've the chance to take much photo..gambled important!!wahaha & coz DarLing Bao Bei dum like to take photo..this below i try my best to wan him take wif mE!

♥♥~~Me & DarLing BaoBei!!~~♥

2nd Day of CNY CHU ER!!

HA ..WELCOME..all my relatives..to my NEW HSE!!! Tis yr is the lst yr in my new hse...so let them visited ...& gambled here wahahha!but..DarLing Baobei not there..i mis him..he went bk army le...chu san came bk.. I wore nice coz shld be going da yi hse later but wahaha..never in the end..but its ok...1 yr 1 time...yeah alot came ..soo happy soo...crowded..mummy hired..LION DANCE TROUP to my hse!!!HUAT AH!!!!

~HaPPy NEW YR!!!~

~lion dance!!HUAT!!!ha My mummy said "HUAT!!!" To The LION!

~Me & CUtE small cousin!!!~

~Me & Wei gang Cousin!!~

~Me & Yue yUn Cousin!!~

~Cutie cousin!!!~

~ My small shy..Cutie Cousin!!~

~My Ang Bao!!!!!Woo-hoo..!!HAPPY NIU YEAR!!!~

2009-01-20T15:08:00.020+08:00

DarLing Baobei was bk!!!

"DEAR DEAR I BK OUT LE....!!"...it's 4.30..or so....i've received tis msg..tat fri...Woo-hoo!!..DarLing Baobei..reali came bk tat day..i soo..soo happy..lol....actuali..at afternoon time..DarLing Baobei...already told me tat he would cum bk..at the usual time..haha...at tat time i still msg him..if its reali true mah?haha....coz sumtimes...muz c their officer "mood" 1...lol...so scare later..he hold bk him...then i would be missing him again...haha..mmm..wondering..why he's still bk rite?..thought he's under confinment for 8 or 9 days???..oh haha..coz DarLing Baobei..confinement has not started..dum noe when start....tat was why still could c him on fri..ya & also wkends!!!

We hug tightz tightz lol..when we saw each other on fri...i went to DarLing BaoBei hse...ate dinner & spent our day tgt..Ya & let him try out the t-shirt..i bought him tat day i went Malaysia..NICE NICE!!!wahaha..he said he liked it..soo happy. There came wkends..so hope i could..have fun wif DarLing BaoBei....outside..shopping or wat..but...nei..i nid to wrk!!!SIAN...BUT..i still could c my DarLing BaoBei at wrk lol!!!!...mmm..beta then nothing..rite....mm..how can i c him while working??haha..coz i work in a PUSHCART...he helping me out there ..till i off wrk..mm..every wkends if no camp..i soo ♥BLISSFUL♥ rite??haha...reali..happy to be able to c him..but..there's still will cum the "9 days" of missing..nei..juz dum noe when....but happy..to have u around these 3 days!! miss u again lol...muckz..!!!

♥♥~~oUr SwEeT DAyS Together!!I'll miss LOts lOt.....~~♥♥

~The PUsHCARt i wrk!!~

~mE & huIrU..advertising CUTIE watch fr my cart lol~

2009-01-14T16:32:00.023+08:00

Missing Sum1.....is such a PAIN...

DarLing BaoBei reali not bk today from army camp le...actuali he's suppose to cum bk today de..usually bk out at 4.30pm..he told me yest tat "most likely" not coming bk today...a " most likely"..there's still giving me a hope..but u c..now already 4.47..think reali cant bk out le..

Yest...msg wif DarLing BaoBei..he told me tat he won't be cuming bk today..and tml...upon knowing...i'm a little sad..but still feeling ok de..coz..i thought he bk on fri and wkends...BUT.....unexpectedly..he told me he being confined..confined for 8 or 9 days....!!.& he said maybe tis wk cant c me le....my heart sank ..reali sank...there's asking.."reali not bk for 9 days?...why confined my Darling Baobei???..he would feel tough.."....at tat moment..i dum noe..wat to msg Darling Baobei..le..I felt veri..SIAN..& LONELY..I reali dum noe why..my eyes begun to turn watery.....watery...but still had to go out wif mummy shopping...but u think do i've the mood??? on mrt..i told darling..i stopped msg him at the moment.lst.coz..i dum noe why i became blank..too sad to msg him le..i turn to my laopo..

she consoled me...and said i've to bear..dean also will blame himself for being confined..de...thx alot laopo..keep "hong" wo kai xin...but i not kai xin..juz felt reali beta....at dinner tat time..i ate super lots..super fast...i noe..i'm not happy..le..whenever i behaves like tis....haixz...mummy also noe..on my way hm..on mrt..saw couples...i miss...Darling BaoBei..more..saw the gals having bf by their side ...i nid him too..dum noe when DarLing BaoBei will cum bk??

Not long i msg him..tat i had eaten..the feeling of sadness..still beneath..me..but i still msg him...he never mentioned anything..abt..the way i behaved...never..asked how my feelings?..alrite le mah since i msg him le..at least laopo..send alot of msg to "hong" wo..till i rch hm..we continue to msg each other..i told him..i felt like..a "acting wall" to him....tat..he ignored..he didn't even mention anything...abt my..feelings..he msg me tat i sounded like...as if he not lonely or wat.......Darling BaoBei...u misunderstood me le....juz felt..u never mentioned anything abt how i felt.. when i msg u again....

At nite..before i slept..at 12 plus..DarLing Baobei..called...i picked up the ph.."DEAR DEAR..."..upon hearing...his voice..i BURST..into tear...i miss him even more...Darling Baobei..kept .saying.."DEAR DEAR dum cry.."...but..i cried even louder..i told him " i LOVE U....."....not while we put down the ph.....coz it was..late.....after tat..i receive a 'smile' msg fr laopo..thx alot........& a msg fr my DarLing BaoBei......it written.............

"Baobei..juz..wan tell u..i reali miss n luv u alot..
...Ty..for all the waiting..i'll treasure it de..''

Once i saw this msg..i smiled..wif my teary face..i felt i been assured..Darling Baobei said "ty"..to me...he said he would "treasure"....he noe i've been the 1 missing ..waiting for him...out there ..always..i reali hope..reali hope Darling BaoBei..u meant ..it...

I've been wif DarLing Baobei..for 1 yr plus le..i've already gone so far wif him..it's not easy to miss..& wait..mmm..but i told myself to bear with it..since i chose to be wif him.....i luv DarLing BaoBei..i waited..already tis long..& we're still as sweetz..juz told myself..he bk out..we'll acc each other like glue...but juz dum noe wat happen to me yest??

Laopo said maybe its my "emotion"...maybe..I've reali felt the pain of waiting for sum1..the feeling.....of missing..DarLing Baobei...tat now i cant hide & control....le.......... i dum noe why....would ...behave like tis...when he'll not be able to cum bk..........i dum wan to be like tis de... like tis...maybe DarLing BaoBei would not feel gd too....confinement will be tough..to him.....i'm so heart pain...SORRY...DarLing BaoBei...i reali dum noe why i like tis...hope i would bear through..it.......but i dum noe how far i could...

DarLing Baobei...i'll wait for u cum bk...de...reali....wait for yr confinement to finish....i dum noe when u'll be cuming...bk....u too..not sure..but.......yr Dear Dear here will always....wait for "4.30pm"...to cum everyday..eyeing the ph......hoping..to receive .."DEAR DEAR..i bk out le...!!"....i wan u to noe ....there's always sum 1 waiting for u out there.................& u'll also mis me so so much ba......

~♥My...Darling Baobei~♥

2009-01-14T16:21:00.007+08:00

HEY!! my friends, laopo, dearest & darling baobei!!..Welcome to my blog here..haha..can't believe i'll start to write my own blog lo although every1 is doing it now..ha but can't deny i'm just plain lazy..to sit down infront of ladtop..& update constantly..if not think blog will go rot rite!! if there's no updates...tat's why never think of creating a blog..but now.........

haha seeing me here?? there's nothing wrong with u guys eyes...!!..ya..i've decided to write my own blog...& i PROMISE..i'll not let it rot!!wahahah..i just wanna write out my FEELINGS..MY SADNESS ..here..when sometimes....there're things i dum noe how to put forward..say out..& juz wanna share my HAPPINESS...here!!..my laopo out there i'll still treat u as my blog haha...but juz half of my blog liao hahah..u muz cum here read read..! & thx alot for helping me out in creating my blog..haha...BEAR witH it lah..im juz poor in com..haha..& there's more to make my blog nicer....thx...!!